My Note To My Mother

oh my dear mother the one that i cherish the most

sorry, for what i have done and i am sorry for what i couldn't be 

i plead to the one that gave birth to me i am sorry that i didn't ask you 

when i took it, i am sorry for all the sadness i have caused you 

but i tried to make you happy as much as i could with the little time had

sorry mother that i gave up sorry for not going to be beside to you forever 

i am sorry that i had to leave you soon 

i am sorry to ask you again one more thing bury me beside one of my favorite 

and put a chair beside it,

i want you to sit there every evening and talk to me endlessly 

of all the things happened that day

the quarrels that you made with dad, the stories my brother told,

 and all the gossips of the neighbors

and don't worry when you are alone i will be there watching you over from above 

lie down beside were i lie feel this cold heart

remember me always when you make my favorite dish 

remember me when you see a white flower

remember me when you see a beautiful water apple

remember me always and i will come in your dreams 

oh mother i can't content my sadness the i am sorry for everything 

if i loved anything that was you, 

you were the one that stood beside me 

you were the only thing that i had when everything was gone

thank you mother for the delicious food

thank you for your care 

thank you for your kindness

and thank you for your endless love    

i will be on the other side waiting for you 

to see your innocent smile again 

to see you kindness again

to feel you warmth again

please be don't angry with me 

please don't blame any one for my decision

please be happy always